Monday, 24 January 2011

Raindrops falling...

I really hate it when you love a song, and it becomes associated with a really happy time, then the happy time ends and you're sad about it...and to add insult to injury the song you really loved just makes you feel sad when you listen to it.

The breakdown in Raindrops (Illogik remix) used to fill me with an overwhelming sense of euphoria and happiness...now it makes me feel like crying.

I have been on a very low ebb this month, the year has not got off to a great start because I've been mourning, over analysing and allowing myself to dwell on matters beyond my control. However, today I vow to make a fresh start, to shake off the bad mood. Nothing is going to change unless I do something about it, and that is what I am going to do. Tonight I am going to do some Spanish studying and get that show back on the road.

The trials of the last couple of months - matters of the heart and work-related, are nothing compared to past problems, I simply cannot allow them to get me down like this. Life is full of ups and downs, I'm just on a down at the moment, but things will go on the up soon and I've got to remember that.

Onwards and upwards.

 

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